Wednesday, May 18, 2011
The 4 Bs
Everything I try to live according to is put to the test in life situations like this. Positive thoughts, visualizing what I want, and trying to stay calm and focused, trying to control all the thoughts going through my mind like a hurricane without letting the negative and all the doubts take over - which is the natural reaction if you are not paying attention. It is a 24/7 kind of job when there is so much happening at the same time - but it makes you evolve and teaches you to be more humble and aware; one learns a lot during the process.
To cheer me up a little this morning, I tried on this very colourful (very much Chloé SS 2004) bikini I got (in two sizes bigger than usual! Woohhoo!) the other day for a ridiculously low price. I love how happy it looks and with my new curves, I hope to enjoy the swedish summer while increasing in size before our little A is born.
Beautiful bananas, bigger breasts, belly and bump - those are the four Bs that will govern my life the following weeks to come ...