Thursday, September 1, 2011
Yes, it is God damn sexy that he can manage a small aircraft by himself and for that reason (that he will take me up in the sky for a romantic trip just the two of us someday) is why I agreed on handling little A and the ground service for so many days. Unfortunatly he could not fly this time because of the strong winds as a leftover of the Irene hurricane, but anyhow he spent some time in Canada with old friends.
As a conclusion of these v e r y long 11 days, I have come to the understanding of three things;
1. I can do it. It is extremely hard to take it all alone with a newborn (all the screaming, the nights etc), but I can.
2. What I miss the most is the emotional closeness. The feeling of sharing both all the joy and the harder times with him. And things like cooking, having dinner, eating and grocery shopping suddenly become an enormous task when you are by yourself for so long. I am now an expert in doing things with just one hand.
3. I won't do that again for a long time. Four days is long enough being away from each other. Especially when so many fantastic things are happening in Alexis' development.
But this time I sacrificed myself for my man's happiness, so maybe when I want to go to Paris for a weekend with a girlfriend in the future, he will make sure everything flows as perfect as it did at home this time for me.
Won't you my love? Blink.
Welcome home tonight.