The more I live here, in this northern part of the world, the more it gets to me ... That this is life. Every day that passes is my life. And the question remains the same: is this where I want it to be? When all that my soul, heart and mind seek for is the sun, the tropical ocean, the clear blue sky, the freedom of light, the lovely feeling of soft winds caressing my body. Playing with my mind. I can see myself walking with our son holding my hand. M cuddling my shoulder. I am wearing a long silk dress, we're all barefoot on a silent beach somewhere. We have a home next to this picture. And life is so much easier. Breathing is effortless.