Thank you for having patience with me. I know that I rarely put the blog in a corner and I wish I could share with you what I'm going through at the moment, but it's hard to describe when you're in the middle of it. I will probably in the future, but at the moment it really feels exhausting doing the smallest little thing. I still worship the compassionate warmth I feel from all of your comments and emails, and believe me, I will be back. Hopefully much sooner then later. For God's sake, it's my birthday on Tuesday and I really would like to celebrate it with health, happiness and peace in mind.