this very open post about how I felt about my life at the moment, I've also decides to try to do something about it. Small steps, but adding something cheerful every day.
It's hard to be super positive when your soul is grey and on top on that you feel nauseous from the minute you wake up to the minute you go to bed. Everything becomes complicated, exhausting and you just want to dig yourself under the earth somewhere and wake up when everything is gone.
But life is much more trickier then that. It's full of advertises, everyone made for you personal to find a way to get past, win over and develop from in every way possible. I know that but even the wisest of knowledge will sometimes be more of a enemy to you then help. But, let's get back to the topic.
So i said to my new found girlfriends here in Zürich, please drag me out of the door if necessary and let's all try to do at least one thing that is full of joy everyday. Big as small. These women are really so warm and nice and even though we haven't known each other for so long, I felt that they needed me as a new friend in their life, just as much as I. So two of us started to seek for the best Sushi place in town for example and I was so happy to have found it (been eating there four days in a row now) and then we decided to find a Pilates/Yoga studio and it looks like we've found a good one also and hopefully I will start there next week. We also went to the remarkable Dolder for a pedicure and a day of tranquility, but I got a migraine attac while doing so and needed to get back home, so that was not the best of days.
And so finely the reason why I've posted a beautiful bathing suit today ... Well, close to where I live, they have this amazing spa and bath, made for all senses, the mind and body. Every little detail is thought through and it's a pleasure for the eyes to enter. In some areas you can bring kids, even though it has nothing for kids especially, Alexis enjoyed all the beautiful light, candles, the heated water and all things made for us to relax from. But I realised that I needed something else then a bikini and because of this blog, I remember that some of my most devoted commentators, dear Uta for example, recommended the brand Eres this summer. I took a look, but at the moment I was just so happy to be able to wear my bikinis that had been left in the drawers the year before because of the pregnancy with Alexis.
I needed to have room for my belly growing at least a couple of more month. So after some trying out etc, I found it. So happy and the quality is just amazing. That really made my day, and hopefully today I will baptise it with my man at the same place, but without Alexis.
Have a lovely Saturday and apologise for last days bad quality pics!
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