Saturday, April 20, 2013
Boys, boys, boys ...
I felt from the beginning, that it woulnd't surprise me if I got yet another one of these little boys, and even though I would have loved one of each, destiny decided differently. So yesterday we found out that Alexis will be a big brother to little L!
The name has been set since the very beginning and it's beautiful and will go perfectly with Alexis. Having one son already, he is the absolute best measurement of how wonderful that can be and there's no greater love than the one I feel for that little boy. But I can honestly tell you that even though I'm more than beyond grateful that the baby looks alright, health ... etc, I did get one or two tears rolling down my cheeks when I got the news and first I felt a little sad. But when I focused myself and realised this, visualised it, I started to see them both play together and then it all felt better. It's one of these few things in life we have absolutely no control over, and I both love and hate that simple fact of life.
Maybe we'll try a third time in the future, who knows, and then I would love to have a little girl of course, but bringing up two handsome gentlemen with their heart and soul at the right place will certainly be a wonderful adventure and I will enjoy it to the fullest, being the only woman in the household and hopefully that will come with certain benefits.