When M and me drove the car all the way up to Stockholm and he left me to go back for work one day later with the awareness that we would not see each other for a period - three weeks seemed like the longest time ever. And as a matter of fact, these three weeks have been v e r y long for the reason that I've been taking care of Alexis, my pregnancy and everything around in a life by myself 24/7; (cooking, putting to bed, playing etc). I've had my parents from time to time helping, and their warm and lovely kindness has gone beyond again and I'm so grateful for how much love they give out to Alexis and me, but the main responsibility with everything ( the slightly chaotic nights) is obviously my responsibility as a parent.
So M is more then welcome tomorrow morning and it gives me such a joy thinking we will now have a long period of family time together here in this soul healing environment where the ocean and the forest is making the absolute best triumph to the every day feeling. And hopefully he will take some nights alone now with Alexis so I can get some proper sleep and collect energy for whenever the delivery will start! Because let me tell you, I'm already exhausted!