Monday, August 18, 2014

Horse day

So proud! 

Another thing I'm extremely happy and also proud about, is the fact that finally Alexis and Leon is starting to play with each other. It has been some frustrating, horrible, heart breaking months where my oldest showed all kinds of jealosy towards the youngest in a very hard way. 24/7. It was a war in our house! 
My motherly heart was angry, sad, didn't know how to handle it and just felt like I've destroyed little Alexis soul by giving him a younger brother who demands love and affection too. Even so I needed to protect Leon. 
I always tried to focus on Alexis, but even so this sort of jelousy was so strong! But now I see the end of the tunnel and my heart jumps up and down when I hear Alexis through the house shouting - "Eeeeeeeoooooooooonnnnnnnn, come hit play me miiiiiggg". 

(A typical mix of all languages we use, but it means "Leon, come and play with me")

Talk soon!

22 comments:

  1. This post made me smile so widely.

    Tabitha.

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  2. Alexis looks so proud of himself

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  3. I just love Rönninge by for younger children. When they get just a little bit older, the can go to summer school for a week, taking care of the animal. Then they are picked up by tractor at the parking lot. I know my daughter loved it!

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  4. Beautiful pictures. Alexis is so proud on his horse and you too Stina, it's adorable.
    Hugs
    Uta

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  5. That warms my heart to hear! Good for them, and not the least - good for u... ;)

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  6. This is the sweetest post, you are a great mother Stina!

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  7. Jag skrev till dig på insta om detta... alltså så himla skönt höra det inte bara är mina killar :) Och du är SÅ himla fantastisk som kan blogga om annat än bara "happy happy". Mina killar är dock lite äldre än dina (typ 3 månader) men jag ser inget jäkla ljus i tunneln :) Det är bara riktigt hårda tag från storebror mot såväl lillebror som mig faktiskt och alla andra. Och jag ser ju direkt att det är kopplat till lillebror för om jag och storebror har egen tid så är han "tillbaka till sig själv". Jag känner precis som du gjorde - att jag är elak mot honom som skaffade småsyskon. Min lille är dessutom extremt mammig så att fokusera på den store är svårt... Sorry långt inlägg, men denna post var bara SÅ KLOCKREN att det känns sjukt.

    Hoppas det löser sig med nanny. Jag skrev en längre kommentar än den som postades först, men du fattade ju galoppen ändå.. Om att du ju KAN detta. Ta en kväll när alla sover och ta fram Lipstick och Secret... hitta tillbaka lite till Kabbalah och Law of Attraction och gör din grej :) Man behöver ju liksom bara ta en väldigt hastig blick på ditt liv för att inse att om det är något som kan attrahera rätt saker (när du vill och fokuserar) så är det DU! Kram

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    1. Love this comment Katti! Thank you! Felt like I've failed in Law of Attraction since I got children, like no time nor energy to collect all my thoughts. Our life has not been easy for many different reasons, but we're trying to focus on the goal and what we want.

      Two small children so close, it's been a nightmare even though it's a lot of love also. But I'm total exhausted! It's no cake, it's rather hard work 24/7.

      Thank you for reading and commenting!

      Hugs,
      stina

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  8. Gorgeous! Your boys are so beautiful and strong personalities have these feelings, my own kids were the same, but you know your boys will be best friends and have each other, what a powerful bond!
    I always enjoyed taking my kids riding, gives them proper respect for animals and it is a real accomplishment for them as well.
    Also love your outfit Stina :)

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    1. I really do hope so! I will try my best to help them create the most beautiful brother bond!

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  9. Thank you so much for writing about that, Stina, I really appreciated it, you have no idea! :D

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  10. thrilled your boys are playing together x

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  11. That's great your boys are getting along so much better, it usually just takes time :-) it's a very heartwarming thing no doubt....

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    1. There is nothing to add, wanted to say the same <3 Hello, dear Deidre :-) Hugs B(eatrice)

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    2. Hi B, (love your name)! You're so sweet to say Hello! Funny enough, I had been meaning to say thank you to you, if I remember correctly you advised Stina to try Eres swimsuits (which I had never heard of) until you recommended them, and now I love them too - I'm sure it was you, so thank you for introducing me to that gorgeous line! I hope you're keeping well and having a lovely Summer :-) *thank you too Stina for letting me say this* Hugs to you both xox

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  12. Lovely~ simply lovely 💕

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