Becca for coming and hanging in the sofa with me, all people around us that really showed their love to us in all ways possible. We've been overwhelmed and yes, life can disappear in a blink of an eye. That's more clear then ever now.
My foot is progressing really well and yesterday was the first day without crushes, limping but so much better. My body is also feeling better and all pain is slowly leaving it. The children are alright and we been talking a lot with Alexis about what really happen.
My thought are all over the place, sometimes I feel so drained and low - like I've aged ten years on a week, other times I feel so uplifted and grateful that we are here, in such a good condition after all.
It truly feel like everything have worked against us since we came here to Sweden, but yesterday, with another glass of wine out on terrace in the warm autumn night, there was a sign of improvement. One lucky star raised and shine just above my head on a completely dark, black evening. That must show that the good energy is on it's way!
(If any of you have a good medium to recommend in the Stockholm area, please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org - I need to find out a thing or two.)