Monday, October 27, 2014
Him and me
With Alexis I had time to jus indulge in the two of us, lay in the sofa and just admire his eyelashes and write long poems about his remarkable spirit. With Leon I'm mostly happy if I have time to snuggle with him for 20 min alone per day, which actually seldom happens. He is raised in chaos, in a jungle with a older brother who constantly entertain or chase him, use him as a toy … but even though I sometimes feel huge guilt of not being able to give him the tranquility and the focus Alexis got, this is how life is and I'm sure he is purely happy with the environment he's growing up in, simply because it's his and he has never experienced anything different.
A home with a lot going on and two small boys and a dog, It's completely like a freak show and the energy level is just beyond. I've learn to live with it and try to calm them down but in the same time, it is what it is. I feel so grateful when I see them running around in the house, dragging all the toys from their roms out all over, building a house of pillows and blankets or hiding the rest of the sandwich all over the place for Tiger to find … I'm sure I will miss these days when they're teenagers.
(cashmere sweater: Alexander McQueen, pants & boots: Isabel Marant & bag: Louis Vuitton Alma. Leon in a suit form : Lindex and small Uggs.)