This time of the year, oh this time of the year. I have such a trouble finding meaning with it all. The greyness, the snow goes slush goes back to ice goes to just greyness. I have no inspiration to get dressed, all I use is my winter curling boots from Bally and some form of warm winter coat with a french hat not to freeze. It's like I'm living my life on hold and coming back to Sweden, this hits me again. I do find life is too short spending half a year in this sort of depressing environment. My man loves the snow and say he doesn't mind it at all, and fact is that if we would be out in the slopes all day or skiing, it would make sense but I work most of the day 9am-3pm and therefor all I do is just trying to stay warm between home and work. I really can't see myself living like this for the rest of my life, that's one thing that becomes very obvious! I'm too emotionally attached to weather and a kind climate. It truly impact my daily mood.
UPDATE - I sometimes get sick of myself reading posts like this, Stina for God sake, get a grip of yourself. Send out WHAT you WANT instead of talking and focusing on WAHT you DON'T WANT! And start meditate. Honestly. Every day for 15 min. My promise to myself, to collect all thoughts and just let the body breath and heal itself.